Music/Music VideoFor me, this song is kind of traumatic and painful to hear. Whenever I hear it, I just get really sad. At first, I didn't like listening to it simply because of how sad it made me feel. More recently, though, around August 25th or maybe a little earlier, I heard that Hayden Panettiere had passed away. I came across an edit of her featuring a photoshoot she'd done a while ago, and seeing it after hearing the news made me incredibly sad. Now my connection to this song feels even heavier than it did before. At the same time, I can actually listen to it now and let myself mourn Hayden. Rest in peace, Hayden Panettiere.